Sunday, February 15, 2009
Post Valentine's Day Breakdown
This post has no picture. I didn't have a valentine this year, come to think of it, I don't usually. It is 12:52am as I write this, and so take that into consideration with what I am about to say. I'm thinking about the Sam Phillips song that Lauren used to sing as a highschooler "I need love." My valentine's day consisted of working at school in my studio most of the day while it snowed outside. Then in the evening, the band came over and we practiced. At the end of practice all the band members kissed me on the cheek, that was a sweet gesture, but not enough. I just want to express my lack of faith in finding "somebody to love" (thanks Queen). It doesn't feel like a reality for me. All the guys I like don't like me back, and it seems that the only guys that like me are the ones I'm not into. Such is life, it will all work itself out one day right?